Don't tell me that the rest of my life is gonna be like this.

Too...fucking...boring.

Is there nothing than slogging your my ass off, always thinking about the goodness of studying but I know I'm not going to, getting the load from my family and so on?

Freak that I'm only 1 plus 20 years.

I could and want to have more but I'm dragged behind.

Reality kills everything.